I'm very submissive in my dreams, I never get to talk and I never get kissed and I'm just...there except for the ones where I kill people...
I don't know, I know it's a dream but I've always had problems separating dreams from reality since I have problems with reality in general..but it's nice to know that I am messed up in the head, proven fact so I'm not just weird.
Anyway, now it's almost like...closure? Yes, closure for the whole awful mess, like I just need to move past it now to other things.
I know my depression is from another source, but I don't think that's what it meant. I think it literally meant AWE because I haven't had AWE dreams in months and the last two nights both had AWE dreams. The night before last I had stumbled onto a showing of AWE extended edition on the Disney Channel but I was all pissed because it was already past James' death so I wouldn't get to see him at all.
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I don't know, I know it's a dream but I've always had problems separating dreams from reality since I have problems with reality in general..but it's nice to know that I am messed up in the head, proven fact so I'm not just weird.
Anyway, now it's almost like...closure? Yes, closure for the whole awful mess, like I just need to move past it now to other things.
I know my depression is from another source, but I don't think that's what it meant. I think it literally meant AWE because I haven't had AWE dreams in months and the last two nights both had AWE dreams. The night before last I had stumbled onto a showing of AWE extended edition on the Disney Channel but I was all pissed because it was already past James' death so I wouldn't get to see him at all.