You know it's bad when...

[ericadawn16]

Ok, this is going to have spoilers for AWE so don't read if you haven't seen or don't care...

I had a dream last night. I was in a house with a few friends when suddenly, a form materialized in front of me and I knew who it was immediately: the ghost of Admiral James Norrington.

I was extremely happy until I realized he was a ghost so I was struck by the revelation that if he was a ghost, that meant he was really dead. Then he spoke, in much more elegant words, that I needed stop hating his death and I needed to be happy.

Ughh, even my subconscious is against me! How messed up is that? Am I really that far gone that I'm being visited in dreams by ghosts of FICTIONAL CHARACTERS???

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[pirate4evrnavy2.livejournal.com]

And he didn't even kiss you! UGH!!! What a rip!

But yeah, I know how you feel. As I say, the fandom does not recognize the 'death' of said man. There for it did not happen. And if it did, it happened in an AU. That being said, there are plenty of AUs where he DOES live...

Sorry about your dream. But maybe instead of that, your subconcious is telling you that your depression is resulting from another source? And that James Norrington was just the image it used?

[ericadawn16.livejournal.com]

I'm very submissive in my dreams, I never get to talk and I never get kissed and I'm just...there except for the ones where I kill people...

I don't know, I know it's a dream but I've always had problems separating dreams from reality since I have problems with reality in general..but it's nice to know that I am messed up in the head, proven fact so I'm not just weird.

Anyway, now it's almost like...closure? Yes, closure for the whole awful mess, like I just need to move past it now to other things.

I know my depression is from another source, but I don't think that's what it meant. I think it literally meant AWE because I haven't had AWE dreams in months and the last two nights both had AWE dreams. The night before last I had stumbled onto a showing of AWE extended edition on the Disney Channel but I was all pissed because it was already past James' death so I wouldn't get to see him at all.

[gryffindorgeek.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't accept that he's dead. I'm all for an AU in which he's still alive. It was only a flesh wound anyway.

I've never been visited by the ghost of Sirius Black (I'm probably as much in love with him as you are with Norrington), but I've fully accepted his death, as hard as it was. I've come to terms with it. *sigh* And his appearance in Book 7 made up for his horrible death.

[ericadawn16.livejournal.com]

It's weird, but I think I finally accepted it because of James' ghost. HP is a little easier because I give them all better endings in my fanfiction.

[meowbooks.livejournal.com]

My potc dreams aren't even that exciting. The only one I've had is of Jack smiling, then the dream switches to something completely unrelated...:(

[ericadawn16.livejournal.com]

Aww, I can't even remember my dream from last night. I know my nap yesterday afternoon had Zac Efron in it...